Feel This. Feel What. Feel Insanity.
Friday, April 02, 2004
Prologue - First Post
In Flames - Only for the Weak (read the lyrics if you can)
Dedicated to those who feel that they are the victim of suppressed hate, hyprocrisy and obligation.
Greetings, you haven't seen me in awhile and I haven't seen you. Things are a little different now as you have observed. There's a reckoning coming. I can feel it and I'm sure you can too. Then end draws near to whatever outcome that might surface. We try our best to muster what we can, but we know it's inevitable.
You know me. I need not mention names. You know who I'm with. You know all there is to know. Maybe more.
As you might know, there comes a time in everyone's life that you will notice that friends aren't actually your friends anymore. Perhaps it's just me. There will be a time when the world will try to dissuade you from doing the right thing. Perhaps it's just me. There will be a time, when everyone will leave you because they believe you have done them wrong. Perhaps it's just me. There will be a time.... where your friends will talk. Behind you. Your friends. Maybe it's just me. Perhaps.
No.
It's them. My. Friends.
Please laugh with me as we share the joy of martyr-dom. It is always good to be the one that's being left out. It's good to be the one that is being crucified for SOMEONE ELSE'S fucking mistake.
As the days draw by, you will notice more insights into something that, perhaps, no one has told you because no one ever dared to/wanted to. No one wants to tell a...lie? White...lie? Well, fuck them if they think what they say are 'white lies'.
Quote - Prodigy, 'Their Law' - "..Fuck 'em and their law!"
What am I talking about?
Specialist Project.
Here's a little something from me to 'mates', to show my appreciation:
IF YOU WANT TO SAY ANYTHING/DO ANYTHING, DO TO MY FACE. DON'T BE THE WIMP YOU ARE. I know it's hard. What did I always tell you? TELL IT TO MY FACE. STOP BEING 'NICE' (quote from most people from the playing field) IF YOU'RE TOO AFRAID, THEN I GUESS YOU'RE TOO AFRAID TO LOOK ME IN THE EYE AND TELL ME I'M STILL YOUR FUCKING BUDDY.